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me giving relationship advice. ME!!!

satan called, he told me to bring a jacket.

How do you know?

that weird feeling in the pit of your stomach when you see him,
that overwhelming happiness when you talk to him,
that secret smile when you think of him...

how do you know if it's real? how do you know if you're not just clinging to the hype? and how do you erase the fear?

i want everything i guess that's my flaw. but jumping into a pool with no water is suicide and let's face it...been there...done that.

but if it's real...then let it just come naturally...no rush...no hidden agenda...nothing that will break our hearts. i want to enjoy this chapter of my life. i want to look back at it and not wish that life has a delete button.

realizing all of this is a huge thing for me. i'm not exactly the poster girl for having a perfect relationship. nor am i the poster girl for choosing the right guy (just ask my best friend). i cried once and that's enough.

so how do you know?

HOUSE did not win...BOOO!!!!

oh well...

due to actors supporting the WGA strike...there was no golden globes this year. the winners were just announced...poor joan rivers - the only time that she would really matter was taken from her. oh well, the could always get more plastic surgery gone.

and the winners are...


– Best Motion Picture, Drama

– Best Actor in a Motion Picture, Drama
Daniel Day-Lewis, There Will Be Blood

– Best Actress in a Motion Picture, Drama
Julie Christie, Away from Her

– Best Motion Picture, Musical or Comedy
Sweeney Todd

– Best Actor, Musical or Comedy
Johnny Depp, Sweeney Todd

– Best Actress, Musical or Comedy
Marion Cotillard, La Vie en Rose

– Best Supporting Actress in a Motion Picture
Cate Blanchett, I’m Not There

– Best Supporting Actor in a Motion Picture
Javier Bardem, No Country for Old Men

– Best Director
Julian Schnabel, The Diving Bell and the Butterfly

– Best Screenplay
Ethan Coen and Joel Coen, No Country for Old Men

– Best Foreign Language Film
The Diving Bell and the Butterfly (France/U.S.)

– Best Animated Film

– Best Original Score
Dario Marianelli, Atonement

– Best Original Song
“Guaranteed,” Into the Wild


– Best Series, Drama
Mad Men

– Best Actor, Drama Series
Jon Hamm, Mad Men

– Best Actress, Drama Series
Glenn Close, Damages

– Best Series, Comedy or Musical

– Best Actress, Comedy or Musical Series
Tina Fey, 30 Rock

– Best Actor, Comedy or Musical Series
David Duchovny, Californication

– Best Supporting Actress, Series, Miniseries or TV Movie
Samantha Morton, Longford

– Best Supporting Actor, Series, Miniseries or TV Movie
Jeremy Piven, Entourage

– Best Miniseries or TV Movie

– Best Actress, Miniseries or TV Movie
Queen Latifah, Life Support

– Best Actor, Miniseries or TV Movie
Jim Broadbent, Longford

**good thing Cate Blanchett won for I'm not there. if she didn't i would go on a strike of my own! hail queen cate!!!**

haha! i can't help it...

well..i had a lot of practice. hehe

***Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect***

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.
You have the confidence to make the first move.
And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.
Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?


weird on how true this is...

thanks vina.

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You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
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it's hard to let go of old habits. i arrive and immediately start to look for you. i have news and immediately want to text you. i got into an accident and all i could think of was to call you.

but then as i look around...as i browse though my phone...i remember that you're miles away. that's when i start to feel sad. it's hard to let go. especially if that someone has been beside you for the past 15 years.

i miss you den. so much!

The year that was...and the year that is

britney's meltdown...my ever changing hair...brangelina adopting pax...working bubba style...FOB...the click 5...wga strike sucks...my brother and sis in law are expecting...auspanese style...you know you love me...dumbledore is gay...my best friend moved to somewhere i can't follow with a full tank of gas...to memories that makes me smile and to men who made me want to commit murder. 2007 was good.

iphone...nikon...classic...more house...johnny depp...bacolod...25...2008 will rock!


xoxo (haha)

dear santa...

i've been kinda, sorta, semi good this year. so thank you for the most amazing gift ever.


ps. if i don't get it...i swear i'll be having rudolph stew for noche buena. kiss kiss!

This is a bit late but....

the whole hoop-la about the teri hatcher/desperate housewives thing is quickly becoming the most talked about topic than the whole scrapping of the ZTE broadband deal. here's what i think...

my brother is a doctor. he went to up manila for his pre-med and ust for his med school. he was an intern in cardinal santos and he moonlighted for small government hospitals. he is also a volunteer for gawad care. not to mention that his mentors are reknowned doctors one of them is dr. joe yamamoto. in 2005, he went to the US to take the USMLE (that's the united states medical licensing examinations) and yes he passed. But the thing is, he never really wanted to practice in america. he just wanted to take his residency there and then go back and practice here. yes, he is very patriotic. this is what he told my parents, "mas kailangan ako dito."

that is the truth, isn't it? ask any med students or nursing students where they want to work and they'd tell you that they want to work abroad. we are a third world country. not all of us could afford treatment in st. luke's or cardinal santos. not all of us could afford getting treatment period! most of our countrymen don't even have insurance. we need more doctors to stay. more nurses to stay. and for crying out loud...DOCTORS SHOULD STOP GOING TO NURSING SCHOOL SO THAT THEY COULD GO TO THE US...parang cheating na rin yon. think about it. doctor ka na nga, mag nu-nursing ka pa para lang maka trabaho sa us. hello!? WE NEED YOU HERE. IF YOU WANT YOU'RE COUNTRY MEN TO BE PROUD OF YOU...IF YOU WANT YOUR CHILDREN TO BE PROUD OF YOU...GET THE COURAGE TO TOUGH IT OUT HERE. DO GOOD HERE.

i know, i know...it's a bit off from the whole teri hatcher/desperate housewives comment...so here's my opinion about it. pinoys should stop being so sensitive. i mean, how many times have you laughed on a joke about other asian people...jokes about the jews, african americans, native americans, italians, french...heck even people from jersey! we've got classic jokes about the rabbi, the buddhist and the catholic all the time. we even make fun of different religions. but when there's a joke about your race or religion, some people immediately get angry and make a big deal out of it.  you know what...all races should lighten up a bit. yes your ancestors were slaves. but that was a long, long time ago. i suggest that people should lighten up but also, other people who makes/writes jokes about other races should be sensitive enough to think that maybe this might be a touchy subject.

don't get me wrong...i hate people who discriminates. i am not fond of racists or sexist people. we now live in a world where you have to walk on eggshells all the time. i just wish for a world where all could get along. i guess that world only exist in my dreams.

To the two people that I love/hate...


In the grand design of life, God has given us people who inspires us and makes us strive to do better in life. They are a source of inspiration. They can make you laugh out loud or piss you off. They support you in everything that you do…in every person that you like…in every decision you make even if they don’t always agree with you. They could also be brutally honest and hurt you but they do it for your own good.

Some people may call them their soul mates…some may even refer to them as their best friend/s. But for me, I call them my guardian angels. Yes, I was blessed enough to have two. I don’t see them as much as I would want to. I don’t hear from them for months at a time but I know that they’re there. That whatever happens I could always count on them. They will always have a place in my heart and they are never far from my thoughts. I care about them. I love them.



Happy Birthday…Pong and Denise!